Your motive like gray
fell in between the lines
Your intentions, you say
were pure // but that
unraveled over time
I won and you lost?
Was this a game?
Consider the cost
I owned my share
of that shame &
I’ll carry that cross
The more you toyed
the more confused I felt
That the new voice –
you told me that I had found?
It wasn’t mine at all-
I had literally lost myself.
Gretchen Leary 2013
Gretchen Leary (McIntire) 
Aww that sounds sad. Maybe a game? I hate games.
Long story. Best not to get into it. I just need to write out everything in my head until its gone and settled. Very frustrated.