I have even told before that I “fear fear itself” and tonight it’s got me thinking.
If I fear something and I let it take hold, what does this say for my faith and trust in God?
I have a severe fear of losing control and that is something I’ve been trying to figure out how to overcome this massive fear.
I think I’ll be praying a lot more often. I no longer trust the medical field to advocate for me in any way, so I really need to learn how to learn how to rely on God for support.
Tomorrow is a new day. It may be a challenging one like today or maybe it won’t but I am going to try very very hard to stop fearing this sickness and start letting God handle it.
I refuse to live in fear forever. It’s not an option anymore.