For K.
Shattered prisms
crashing down
on black and white keys
To a symphony of
broken chords
and heartbeats.
You were my music
and now I can barely breathe.
You were a breeze
before a storm
Just like this
that enveloped me
in solemn peace.
The pain I feel is searing
My chest is so heavy
As I remember
that moment you looked
at me deeply
and I felt my soul dance
Just the touch of your hand
and you whispering softly
and every single memory…
But you couldn’t let go
of all of your ghosts and shadows
and see the real me.
I wonder at how my heart is
still beating at all,
when it feels like it’s bleeding
& I am holding my breath
Still waiting for those
walls to fall…
Still hoping you’ll find your way back to me.
I will guard our love
While I wait patiently
for you to find me and
Still hoping I’ll wake again any moment
with my cheek pressed
against your steady heartbeat.
My fingers are still trembling
Waiting for this storm to pass
and poised and ready
to continue our melody.
I still see you in my dreams.
Somehow this reminds me of the book-title “the unbearable lightness of being”, how that lightness of a touch can be like a weight that is unbearably heavy in its absence… wonderful, and what a coincidence that it could have fitted to the prompt.
I cried the entire time writing it so it didn’t form as I hoped it would but I let it stand as it is. It’s about loving someone with depression
Oh. there are so many ways to have someone absent.. but I get it..
A very heartfelt and moving poem ~ Your opening lines of shattered prisms on black and white keys got my attention right away ~ There’s a lot of hope in the end ~
Good to read you again Gretchen ~ Have a good weekend ~
Thank-you Grace! It was hard to write but I do have hope. 🙂